Hopefully nothing

This is where experience
Becomes my friend
In the reaching of too far
And the pulling of myself
Back into the world
The world I call lies
Lies that I call beauty and truth
Lies which you call love
Nothing is truthful
Life becomes promise
Promise becomes integrity
And integrity becomes a scar
A beautiful twinkling star of gold inside my black body
My beating heart begins to slow
As the world takes on a new turn
A turn of fate and indecency
A turn of love and exposure
It’s amazing how well to complete opposites attract each other
In words and in life
Love
Hate
Impossible
Possible
I impossibly love to hate the possible facts
Of everything
Everything in my world is wrong
You are wrong
I am wrong
We don’t fit
Not like I have
Not like you will
Not like life and what’s still to come
Nothing will ever be the same
You made me
Then broke me
Destroyed me the built me
Now I am built and I hate it

So goodbye my love, and hello my world
Of lies.