The Messenger BoxIt's impossible to describe it feeling empty, a piece of you is missing and there's not much you can do or say.Feeling like you can't control your own body. Your breath is sour and chokes your own brain, starves it of everything. All this because he left you.Are these things really worth it? Is he really worth not being able to breathe, not being able to move, choking on your own feelings?The answer? Something this strong has to be real. Something this raw and painful can't be puppy love. This HAS to be the real thing and if it's not I don't want anything to do with love ever!But those two weeks you spent before the world fell apart were all of this. That 30 minutes sat on that bench with him were all worth it, every tear. Because you love him,Every second was precious, now you can hear his voice, his name you fall apart, touching him makes everything so much harder. You hug him the day after and you don't want to let go.You watch him skate away and he's taken another piece of yo
RainbowsEvery time it rains, it rains for my, inside my heart, for every tear I shed there's a rain drop falling from the sky, my tears fall from my storm clouded eyes. It rains for all I have lost and what ill never regain, I've lost my heart and soul to one person, and I don't want them back, because now they belong to him, but the storm clouds gather in my head and still I cry, I wish I could take back my rain. And destroy these clouds that maim my life. I used to have a bright spot, my rainbow, but my rainbow flew away, my rainbow was special, my rainbow was my heart and soul personified, i love my rainbow now and forever. My rainbow was you. But we all knew that anyway. If you have a rainbow, don't let them go, hold your rainbow tight, please believe me, when your rainbow dies and the storm cloud gathers, it rains forever in your head.
CrystalMy world, is like a crystal ball, you can look, and touch but you'll never penetrate it, but you can hold it and if your holding my crystal ball, its because i trust you.But one slip, and my crystal ball comes crashing down to the floor, and it smashes, then theres only one thing you can do, hold my heart, my little crystal heart, thats been smashed before, because the only reson my crystal ball could have slipped is becuase ive fallen in love.My crystal heart is fragile, and once its protective crystal ball in smashed, its vunerable, and once youve broken the crystal ball, you have no choice, my little fragile heart is in your hands, dont play with it, you might break it, don't drop it, for if it fals all is lost, and i will slowly have to rebuild my crystal ball, and peice together my little crystal heart, and it will be a long process, and it will take even longer for me to trust enough to let my crystal outerlining break again.Love is crystal, delecate and beautiful, something i
A Blank Stain On FriendshipThrough tears I will write to youA letter of blood and sweatBut nothing will compareAnd this is what you'll getI can try in wordsTo convey this painBut every letter falls blankAnd my effort is in vainAs I try to rememberDays gone pastIn a time span brokenA slate of nothing so vastI wish I could understandWhere it all fell downAnd where all the loveIn rivers of tears did drownI wish I could show youHow much this breaks meI wish somehowThat you all could seeThat there's nothing quite likeWhat we all saw and enteredA childlike innocentWith adulthood we bredIn hearts of golden toffeeWith candy coated dreamsBut our friendships tearBroken at the seamsBut where did it all go wrongWhat broke us apartWhat wormed its way inTo every single heartWith every single intentionThat always seemed so trueAnd without my old friendsI don't know what to doI read and look backOn everything we sawAnd wish that each and everyone of ushadn't locked that doorI'm not the on
This Broken AngelYou owe meFor the life that you tookPieces of youEverywhere I lookOnce strong and proudYou took and broke downMy morale restraintsAnd left me to drownAre you happyWith the life that you toreI gave everythingAnd so much moreI gave you my bodyFor you to useAnd I asked and beggedYou not to abuseBut you never listenedTo my silent cryAnd you left my bodyBroken to dieI gave you my mindTo mould and to shapeRemoved its wrappingOf fragile tapeYou left it destroyedBleeding right throughWith all of your liesThere's nothing I can doI gave you my heartAnd pleaded with yoursNot to rip me apartI opened the doorsBut you liedDestroyed and ripped outNearly everythingI begged you aboutYou never listenedAnd you never caredFor all of the momentsAnd times we sharedThis broken angelShrouded in mistIs missing the demonWhose sleeping eyes she kissedShe wishes for one thingWith every breathThat he'll want her againBefore her death