No point in breathing

Do you ever wish
You could just fall away and die
Because everything that made you worth
Is now designed to make you cry
So as I sit here crying
And wondering what to do
All my thoughts keep spiralling
And running back to you
With all the written words
And all the tears I've cried
All alone in salty tears
I have drowned and died
So I’ll write a poem
About bloodstains and tears
And I’ll let come forwards
My mountain of fears
Or I could hide away
With a knife and a clean arm
And feel the self hate
Descend back into self harm
Or I could fight
And try to end the day
But no matter how hard I try
I’ll always hurt in someway
So there’s no point in breathing
And no point in trying to start
Mending all the pieces
Of my bleeding, broken heart